may I introduce…myself…

tis my first post

1. im allergic to crabs.

2. i love sunflowers. generally flowers are fine, but there’s something dignified about the sunflower. no boyfriend of mine ever figured that out, hence, the record book is empty for the first boy to ever give me any.

3. i love it when people label me “pariwara, smoker,durog, tambay, palengkera, feelingera”, because usually i do not correct them, i actually show them what they want me to be. Eventually, theyd know what im about, that i dont smoke, i get fine grades, i stay at home all the time, that my voice can pass for radio that i actually DJ-ed before, that i get what i want whenever…basically that im not who they think i am.

4. i love acting. i practice on my class. yes, ON my class. its the biggest acting break i ever had. its even bigger than the teacher role in pagbulas.

5. i love machiavelli.

6. i love analyzing people’s goals, motivations, and complications.

7. i love green.

8. i love eating. i eat when i want to. now that im earning and i got the body that i wanted, my eating habits are crazier than ever!

9. i love dressing up. i want to be a stylist, but im not confident in it. i know there’s some designs in my mind, but its all street stuff. so, im doin smol time pa lang in my mind….

10. i love rubber shoes! air force ones and adidas da best!

11. i recently bought this white and lime green adidas gym bag…I love it to no end.

12. my laptop is now covered with a magazine page, irvin and marlowe’s song reminders, my hamlet transparency, my nightmare before christmas scotch tape, and a fred perry page, whose model who looks like me.

13.my 1100 is more trustworthy than my palm treo for the simple reason that i can “acidentally” throw my 1100, not feel any remorse about it, and still be happy till kingdom come. it will have itself “accidentally” scratched, and id still be happy till kingdom come…it can……….okay you get the point…see if my treo drops from my grip, i get the high blood, the anxiety, and all those paranoid thingies they have in psychology regarding the disorders caused by the increased supply of neurotransmitters.

14. i have my own house, but I stay at my Lola’s. classic ampon. hehe my house is 10 feet away.

15. i am very anal about everything. i think a lot about everything. i do not want to make a wrong move. i think the reason why i think too old for my age is that i was given adult responsibilities when i was younger. i learned a lot of things; that doing something specifically, has its relative specific effect. in my case, its a matter of rememberig A LOT. i dig out the skeletons in my subconcious to avoid THE SAME THING in the future. this is also primarily the reason why “the kid in me” is resurfacing. my adult side had been uber present in my teenage years (elem, HS, college) because of the things i CHOSE, and therefore HAD to do… now that im earning and i can do anything that i want provided that its legal, im becoming more and more…………happy i guess…yeah that’s it……..i love it that these days…… im happy and i can feel it; and i know this, because yes, there was a time, that i was happy…………but i didnt feel it.

16. i love the local Lala choklit and sunshine and boi bawang and muncher. simpleng bata lang talaga.

17. i love tondo.and batangas. and elbi. every place ive been to taught me how to be strong in all aspects. batangas= strength in beliefs and values and family ties. elbi= strength of mind and body and spirit. tondo= strength in the streets and the people around it, whose hobby it is to steal our water pump and kuntador.etc etc etc

18. bored na ku. sto ko maginom. berdei ni ann bukas, berdei ni kerla ngeyon. hapee berdie girls!!!!

19. ayun mas gusto ko inumin ang gin at hard izztuff. ayoko ng san mig light, parang huminga ka lang. pero ayus sa ken ang pale. tanda ko ako si audie at si danjoe and magkakasama sa landas ng pale pilsen. muka kameng mga magulang. ehehe

20. bored na ku. counted ba to?

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