Bagong Mundo

Masaya magsulat dito dahil walang nakakakilala sakin. Wala akong mga personal friends na ininvite dito dahil gusto kong bumuo ng bagong mundo.

Bagong mundo kung san pwede maging ako

Bagong mundo kung san pwede ko sabihin lahat ng aking nanaisin

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Bagong mundo kung san ako pwede mangback stab ng mga taong nasa totoong mundo ko.

(joke lang, hindi ako back stabber)

Masaya magkoron ng isa pang mundo kung saan pwede mo gawin lahat ng gusto mo ng walang inhibitions. Pigil kasi ako sa mundong ginagalawan ko. Masaya naman sa mundo ko, pero sa sobrang saya nya, parang wala ka ng karapatan maging malungkot. Aminin man natin o sa hindi, masaya maging malungkot.

Siguro masaya rin ung feeling na maski hindi talaga kayo magkakilala e parang nagkakaintindihan kayo through writing. Paminsan kasi sa mundo ko, pag medyo naglalabas na ako ng ramdom thoughts ko, pinagtatawanan at inaasar nila ako. I don’t take it the wrong way though. Paminsan kasi gusto mo lang maglabas ng mga naiisip mo hoping na may mga sasangayon sayo. Yung hindi ka pagtatawanan at ung ipaparamdam sayo na. “oo, maski walang kwenta ang mga naiisip mo, I respect and acknowledge it.”

Nakakatawa dahil muka na akong desperada. Pero who knows, this new outlet of mine might work.

Sana para sainyo nagmamake ako ng sense.

Hi I’m Sweetfrustration

Now this is the hardest part in blogging – not knowing what to write on your first post! I’m not actually a writer, hell, i even think i have the worst grammar ever so please bear with my mediocrity.

I’ve always wanted to become a writer, but all my hopes suddenly turned to dust when my grade 6 English teacher returned my first ever i-did-my-best-composition filled with smashing RED MARKS. I was hurt and my heart was shattered. From that moment on, i said to myself, writing are for geeks! I am so not a geek! The hell with writing! Instead, I will now enhance my talent in….. SINGING….. oh yeah! Singing….

It wasn’t that bad i tell you. It’s just that there were a lot of singers who are born and was genetically gifted with a “VOICE”, mine was just, id like to say, ENHANCED and too bad my enhanced voice only belongs to the four corners of the bathroom. In all honesty, singing is also a good outlet. i love singing, up to know i still do. i just wish i could sing better. oh Lord, hear my prayer!

I also tried Karate, Jazz, Basketball, Theater, Piano, Newscasting (oh God!), Guitar, and list goes on, yes, i have a lot of frustrations… *sigh* and that is all because my grade 6 English teacher filled my first ever i-did-my-best-composition with smashing RED MARKS.

You see how a simple event change your life? My English teacher may not know the gravity of what she did to me (i know it wasn’t her intention, maybe i really did a BAD work, oh well, she’s just doing her job) but her red marks moved me to another direction.

A direction that led me have a frustrated life, yet, if it weren’t for those frustrations, i wouldn’t be here. I wouldn’t be studying nursing (believe me theres a long story behind that), I wouldn’t have the social life that i had/have and i wouldn’t have a chance to touch lives.

Nonetheless, my frustrations made me realize that life is still sweet…. :p

Sweetfrustration

XOXO

Hope you liked my first entry!

Hope to hear from you!