Wanted: Perfect Bridegroom!!!
Wanna come to my wedding party? Of course, everyone is invited to come! But first of all, I guess I have to find a groom.. Yah, that is right, folks. A groom! I am laughing at myself now for feeling a bit desperate about having the man of my own and someone I can be with for the rest of my life, not necessarily to get married though.
I am a 30 year old lady who together with my also 30-something year old cousin, wondering and waiting for the day for that special someone to come and sweep me off my feet and make me fall so madly in-love with him. Why is it that nowadays it is so hard to find a nice guy? It’s either they are already taken or they are gays! Girls, girls, girls, don’t you get a bit desperate sometimes about this phenomenon? There is not just enough nice men for everyone.
I’ve had many relationships in the past, all of them made me feel happy for a certain period of time but I ended up crying. I think that is an inevitable circumstance that anyone should face and learn to accept. I am not really asking for heavens and earth, you know… All I just want is for me to be happy… who would not want to be loved and be happy anyway? It sounds so easy but honestly, this is one thing that’s been escaping from my grasp. No matter what I do, it just wont let me have it. What the hell is wrong with me? ( ooopppsss…. I am saying this half-jokingly!)
Because of this unfortunate circumstance, I tried joining different dating sites.. there are lots of them nowadays especially now with the help of internet, one can never run out of their choice. So, there I was filling out information sheets, trying my best to make a good-looking profile to attract many potential men that I can be interested in, and of course not to forget the nice smiling pictures to fire up my account. They say, putting photos will increase my chance of finding a match. Anyway, there I was looking like a desperate old woman competing with millions of other women for the attention of men who are looking for their future bride. Sometimes I would get a wink, interest and mails from other guy members and we would talk but talk we did and nothing good and special happens after that. There was just no connection and magic between me and the guys.
Some of them are so old for my age! Gosh! I do not want to marry someone just for the sake of marrying. I just want to be truly happy! Why can’t I be happy? Oh I know I am sounding now so very desperate.. well, I am just voicing out what I am feeling, you know.. I hope everyone understands where I am coming from. Bottom line with this dating sites, it didn’t work for me… 
Is there anyone out there who can point me to great dating sites where I can make and post my profile? I know I am not the only single woman here who is looking for a nice man who will make me happy for the rest of my life. Oh Lord, Please make me happy… please…
