love may, life never can.
Lara,
Hon, happy birthday! another year for you eh? it was like just this morning. this same morning, the first morning i saw and met you.. the sky was blue, the sun was warm, everything seems so perfect. just as today.. everything seems perfect, everything looks so perfect.
remember that day hon? the first time we met? you were the hardest girl to look at.. its as if your aura of sheer intensity drives me away. it was never easy talking to you.. youre the type that seems to hate guys. or you just deflect guys away huh? but.. good thing i endured, youre the prize i’d die for anyway.
a letter for the past.
a letter for the person/persons i loved during the past.
there are 3 of them, and they all had something in common, theyre all pretty hard to get, and i never got them. ^_^
dear old love,
its me again, but hey, wait, im not here to bother you again.. there’s just some things i wanna say. it wont be that long but, i’ll make sure you’ll cry and regret you dumped me. hihi.
kidding aside, i hope you realized im your greatest loss. HAHA. thats another joke. hey, please do smile. you were never really pretty when you frown.. more so, when you cry. speaking about it, i remember the moments that i myself test you.. remember when i used to make you mad till you cry? well, im just trying to see whether youre human. haha. very insensitive; very selfish. i was.. or maybe i still am.
POEM: why the hell did my heart beat?
these are my heart’s tragedy, my heart’s schemes.
most you’ll read here are broken dreams.
from loving to moving on, here’s why and what.
why the hell did i love her like that.
i broke my heart with a plan i made.
cruel suicide for the pain to fade.
love has given, love has taken.
with fair rules, love was forsaken.
posted without a name.
Hello dear love.:)
this one’s for you. though its open to all, still, they all know that im referring to you and only you. everybody may read this out loud, and remember this letter, but nobody can claim it but you. ayt?:x
i dont want you to cry much, cause i really think i made you cry more than enough already. i’ll name this post after your name.. just so, everybody will know you as the one i love. im proud of you.. and i wanted everybody to know who i love, and why i love her so much.. i love you. i love even the imperfection you possess, every small detail you have makes me love you more and more.
her life was short, it ended with mine.
Dearest,
Hey.. It has been a long time since we talked. I can still remember the topic. Every line, every word, all of it rings to me every time I’m feeling low. I can’t help to smile about it. That was the longest night I ever had, well, we talked up to 5. Ofcourse that would be very lengthy, wouldn’t it?
Remember when you admitted “I love you, (your name)” your favorite line? And remember when you admitted and when you said you love it when I say that to you? Well probably through texts.. You know I really never had the strength to say it to you in person. I can hardly say it through my calls, what more if I have you inches away from me?
war of love and perfection.
My heart has its own price. Perfection, Love, and Sweet Sacrifice. Perfection has sacrifice, love has it too. But why is it so hard for me to choose you?My heart has its own price. Perfection, Love, and Sweet Sacrifice. Perfection has sacrifice, love has it too. But why is it so hard for me to choose you? One gives me a blush; the other gives me a beat. One gives me a smile; the other knocks me off my feet. To choose one is the noble task. Love and Perfection, mind if I ask? Love, have you not noticed my call? I’ve been calling till my heart and eyes fall. All night I’ve been waiting for you. Why can’t you say you love me too? Perfection, what a pleasant surprise. You came and wiped my teary eyes. But why are you carrying my heart away? Don’t you know love owns it and I’m willing to do it love’s way? I wished you were her cause you are perfectly sweet.
