ENIGMA
There was a time in my life I felt I was cursed. It seemed that nobody understands me. False friendships, failed relationships, expectations, mood swings – life is bitter in this ‘pressure-cooker’ world. Every decision fell into a wrong way. I did a lot of mistakes. My academic performance fell into crash. I got sick. I felt so alone.
I gave myself a moment of solitude, and had a retrospect of my life, and then I feel blank. I started to get loose my tension but I guess emotional healing could not be done overnight. I started to count my blessings and recalled my past successes. There were a lot of things I should be thankful for. I know that I can start all over again, but then I realized that there could be no ideal situation. Life is not a bed of roses and I need to keep my strength and resiliency in this fast changing world. There was happiness in silence, but only for a moment. I am alone but I am not lonely. Happiness comes in when we are thankful. There was a feeling of lightness when one tries to assess herself and come into a point of realization. I have arrived – tomorrow will be a new day. I need to face reality again and I know that true happiness will be there to embrace me.
