When You’re Behind Denials

While trying to figure out what's wrong again for the nth time, I came to realize that it has been as if this life was something I had really no control over. It's been easy enough to let things happen, then spend all my time either analyzing them without doing anything, or hiding behind denials. Fact... 

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Life’s Just Fine

Life's maybe cruel and complicated at times but these help us understand our purpose; of who we really are, where we come from, and where we are heading. - atenean101As I am writing this post, I would like to say I am just fine, which tends to be my default response when someone asks me how I am doing.... 

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Almost A Valentine

There he goeswalking, runninglike a knight in shining armourlike a hero in vain.There he goes againhe waves at youinviting, pleasingand with a smilehe says hiHis glances make you shiverwith his every touch that is coldhe wants you up to let you downthen he makes you cheeras he would need your strengthTo... 

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Insignificance…

Saw the flowers bloomed this morning while morning dew's filling it.Witnessed how the rising of the sun outshine the days of storm.Tasted the sweetness of the rain after that drought came in.Breathed an air full of life in a space surrounded by lies.Smelled the fragrance of that perfume with the word... 

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I Would Have To Wait

I love you. So I would have to wait. Maybe this waiting would mean forever yet this is what I am more prepared of... - atenean101After hours of thinking, I would say I am not yet ready. I am not yet prepared to risk and gamble. I do not want to ruin the things we have now just because of that something... 

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Calm & Undisturbed…

Yesterday, he was that person I never thought he could be. Disturbed. Doubtful. Weak. But he seems different today.He was seated on the other side a while back, wearing something so light, I noticed. I know him so well, that's for sure. He knows me too, only that we don't often talk. But for sure the... 

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What Is It That You Really Want?

As the new year started, have you already thought and asked yourself of what is it in your life that you really wanted? Is it becoming wealthy? Is it fame? Is it love? Is it financial stability? Is it to be a good Samaritan and help more people especially the needy? Or maybe, you just want to be as plain... 

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A Chance For Another New Beginning

And for the nth time, I have decided to start again. This year's a new year and so I believe here's another new beginning for me. To start all over again. To start out hopeful. To start with high and well spirit. To begin to dream. And to begin realizing the dream.Paused for a while. Thinking where to... 

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A Hope For A Better ‘I’

2009 has passed and glad it's now 2010. Unlike the other years, 2009's so far the toughest one if my entire life. I become the person who I never thought I could ever be. It made me not quite who I used to be.The passage of time, and the experiences 2009 has brought along, has caused a number of changes... 

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As I Continue To Think

There are times in life that no matter how we try to be complete, there would still be something missing. No matter how much effort one may give in to make things right, still these will end up the other way around. That even if how good an actor one is to hide and deny facts, events will be too blunt... 

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